To this day I have been ignorant
And i shall be, to an end

The deepest sadness is all I have to show for
Not sure if its even worth sharing
It hurts to think how we eluded each other
Responsibilities, love, affection…

To this day I have been alone
And I shall be, to an end

Never knew the right word at the right time
Even a goodbye seemed off by a moment
Thinking every time, those things
They could’ve been better said

To this day I have been confused
And I shall be, to an end

The myriad illusions of the world are like drugs to me
Too much to take in yet I want more
My mind hypnotized by all thats possible
Attracting, not knowing whats impossible

To this day, I have been misunderstood
And i shall be, to an end

I am yet to understand myself
How I can expect you to ?